Evanescence - Imaginary

I linger in the doorway
Of alarm clock screaming monsters
Calling my name
Let me stay
Where the wind will whisper to me
Where the raindrops as they're falling tell a story
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Don't say I'm out of touch
With this rampant chaos - your reality
I know well what lies beyond my sleeping refuge
The nightmare I built my own world to escape
In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming
Cannot cease for the fear
Of silent nights
Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming
The goddess of imaginary light

In my field of paper flowers
And candy clouds of lullaby
I lie inside myself for hours
And watch my purple sky fly over me

 Going Under----Evanescence

Now I will tell you what I've done for you

50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming deceiving and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
(Don't want your hand)
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under

Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

I'm dying again
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
Going under
Going under
I'm going under

  我这是怎么了？？？

  现在不早读了，一觉睡到7点半！洗淑完跑到教室刚好打零！

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  吃了午饭肯定得睡一觉，不然觉得没事做！

  下午上课想着下课，好回宿舍又可以上一个晚上的网！

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  一个多月了，没去教室上过自习！就没想过去教室自习过，在宿舍看电影、玩拳皇.....又是一个晚上！

  ........

  我这是怎么了？？？

  我就这么废了吗？