Waiting for ur back

quietly

......

很喜欢这首歌

可惜在原声音乐里面

女声不是由电影里的女主角唱的

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I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past i just can't seem to move on
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case i ever need'em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All i wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

 

I've been watching
But the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching
But i just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And i'm open to your suggestions

All i wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if i open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that i'll be there for you in the end

There are moments when I do not know if it is real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation
All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can not make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I am hoping you will show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I will be there for you in the end

 

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Thanks Fish very much for the moive  <MUSIC AND LYRICS>

I love the movie very very much

It make me think a lot

About my life with her

About what i should do ......

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Don't write me off   

  by Hugh Grant

 

It's never been easy for me
to find words that go along with a melody.
But this time there's actually something on my mind,
so please forgive these few brief awkward lines.

Since I've met you, my whole life has changed,
it's not just my furniture you've rearranged.
I was living the past,
but somehow you've brought me back.
And I haven't felt like this since before Frankie said, "Relax!"

And now I know,
based on my track record,
I might not seem like the safest bet.
All I'm asking you, is don't write me off just yet.

 

For years I've been telling myself the same old story,
that I'm happy to live off my so called former glories
But you've given me a reason
to take another chance.

Now I need you,
despite the fact that you've killed all my plants.

And though I know,
I've already blown more chances
than anyone should ever get.
All I'm asking you
is don't write me off just yet.
don't write me off just yet.

看到你的留言

回忆起了小时候

那两个形影不离的兄弟

每天放学一起踏着小溪回家的我们

小溪里面的石子

还有旁边的草地

那里有我们玩耍打闹的身影

还有那一排龙眼树

上面有我们曾经很喜欢捉的"龙眼鸡"

离小溪不远的石榴树

树叶里藏着贪吃的我们

还记得被当场逮着

还高高兴兴的回家

 

我家的老房子已经很老了

门口曾经有一个一个的小坑

我们经常一帮人在那里玩"弹珠子"

那里我们经常一起吃咸饭

还有我妈妈做的粉条

那时候你几乎每天中午都快吃饱了才回家

门前的龙眼树

树上的鸟巢里有我们经常上去偷的鸟蛋

还有小时候很怕的树蛇

 

是否还记得我家种花生的"后狼"

那时候我家收花生

我们为了一起玩

你来帮我完成我妈给我布置的"任务"

那时候我大叔逗我还要单独给你活儿

我就气得不行

说人家是来帮我的

怎么可以给你单独的活儿

......

 

想起这一些

心里就暖暖的

又有些感伤

时间过得这么快

现在的我们都已经长大了

都有属于自己的一片天空

你现在在厦门努力的打拼着

我知道这一切很不容易

在北方的我默默的支持你

还有要早日找到心目中的她

当你娶她回来的那一天

我会大声地叫她一声嫂子

 

你是我一辈子都会珍惜的

好伙伴 好兄弟

:)

 

 

记得从懂事的时候起

没有掉过几次眼泪

虽然那时候还不知道

什么叫男儿有泪不轻弹

 

13岁的时候

外公走了

我没有哭

只是知道他去了另外一个世界

 

高中的时候

外婆离开了

看着躺在床上的外婆

我的眼睛模糊了

但是我没有哭

我知道外婆是想去看看我外公

 

哥出车祸离开了我们

我的心潸然泪下

那是抽搐的感觉

但眼里没有眼泪

每次想起他

想起和他一起疯狂玩耍的时候

我的眼里总是湿湿的

那时候哥被人欺负的时候就找我

因为比他大一年级的我有保护他的责任

尽管我经常打输

但我还很开心

.......

 

今年过年回家

才知道曾祖母老了

三个月前就离开了

到灵位前拜她

我心里哭了

但只看到姐姐眼中的泪水

我没有哭

我觉得曾祖母是解脱了

终于可以到那个安详的世界

 

回学校的前几天

奶奶摔倒了

看到她腿上的伤

我哭了

奶奶年纪大了

再也不能像童年那样背着调皮的我了

我给自己打起

要让她看到争气的内长孙

 

 

最近的我

为了她

哭了几回

刚才一个人把小小的校园走了一遍又一遍

我还要在这呆三年

可这里已是物是人非了

想到她

眼泪就不争气的掉下来

也许命中注定

这就是我生命中最重要

......

 

有些问题不能问

比如说

......

人心也许就是这样的多变

昨天的笑脸

今天的距离

拿什么拯救我自己

自己的失去？

我失去的是什么？

我到底是为了什么而活着

或许我慢慢就能看开了

 

你说过人是为了自己而活着

也许昨天我是为你而活

今天也是为你而活

明天或许是为你

也可能是为了我自己

 

也许我们之间需要一些距离

从前的快乐就像指尖间隙

拿什么拯救我自己

 

 

 

 

我们俩说过的  

我们一定要两个人都考上

可如今          

我们不能圆那个梦想了

你说过你会等我

我相信

我一直在给自己打气

明年就会实现它

只是你要等我一年

 

 

你开玩笑地说

男人为了女人都能这样

只有真正经历了才能体会到

这需要多大的决心和毅力

 

 

 

 

 

      

    

 

i am back!